chilling out

hi when my loc fell out i was really devasted...well i was probably scared more than any thing else, i just thought that my hair must be in such bad condition and maybe more locs would fall out, anyway ive had time to relax a bit and i am not feeling so stressed out over it all, ive got to the stage where ive just accepted it as part of my journey, i am not going to reattach it-the main reason being i have actually misplaced the loc somewhere, so nevermind, i cant actually feel a bald spot where it fell out, so ive almost forgotten really that a loc fell out.

im still kinda free forming, i really just wash my hair a couple times a week, i add baking soda sometimes and i sometimes do acv rinse, if my hair seems dry i use a little evoo, i just cant be bothered with retwisting anymore, i really am just too lazy, i found it too time consuming and my 3yr old doesnt like the fact mummy has to sit down and do her hair for about 4hrs+, so now i just try and seperate so i can kida feel some partings and thats it, its so much easier.

i think free forming will mean my hair will take longer to grow in length becuse it isnt really being encouraged in any way, i dont care though because i think i have slow growing hair anyway, the back of my head is still progressing well, i can still undo all my babies if i wanted to, but the hair is definately starting to slowly loc, i will be really happy when it is completely loc'd though.